To Be Honest...

2011 wasn't the best year in the world. Too many terrible memories, letdowns, tears...

disappointments.

I'm human though, so what can I expect? This is as close to hell as I will ever get, so it's going to be pretty miserable.

Didn't get everything out of this year that I wanted to.

Didn't get everything I tried for.

On the bright side, next yeay looks like it will be amazing!

I have the musical in March, I have all summer with my new friends, prayers I really want answered (the dar...please!)

Going to get better at the guitar all by myself (feeling ambitious)

Hope to possibly find out some good news (again, the dar. please)

And I KNOW I'm going to have to suffer through another Valentine's Day alone (I've only had one Valentine's Day where someone I liked ACTUALLY liked me back around that time.)

Well. It's almost 2012.

Hoping this year isn't as amazing in the beginning then terrible in the middle and just numb in the end.

Hoping it's amazing all the way through. Though I highly doubt it will. Something is bound to go round.

At least it will get off on the right foot.

I'm going out to get my permit next week:) TECHNICALLY this week;D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

<3 you all. Thanks to those very few who actually read this in their own time. I really appreciate it, and you have no idea how much you mean to me.

Stay beautiful.

2011 New Year Status on Facebook.

"2011 wasn't ALL that bad. Sure, there were Upsets and Downfalls, but There Are Days that I feel More Than Alive. My head is Spinnin' from all these Notions. The days fell Back To Back, but were Killer. I wish the year would stay A Little More, because I want to stay Young Forever.

Okay, that was just me trying to put as many The Ready Set songs into one status and make it make sense:) ♥"






I thought it was pretty awesome and clever;)

Resolutions 2012

I know I probably won't get half of these done, but I'm going to try!

1) Exercise more!
2) Keep my room clean.
3) Get better at throwing clothes out and donating them.
4) Get better at not procrastinating (hahaha yeah right!)
5) Stop watching so much Netflix and get back into reading and finishing 1-2 books a week like I used to.
6) Pray more.
7) Trust in God more and don't worry as much.
8) Write more notes to myself so I don't forget to do little things.
9) Get better at seeing people and hanging out (haven't been socializing much lately.)
10) DO ALL THESE RESOLUTIONS!!

Goodnight, and Happy New Year:)

FCA Christmas Party

Last night was the FCA Christmas Party! It was TONS OF FUN!! I hung out with Tanner, Lizzie, and another girl whose name I did not catch...She was red headed though! It was SO MUCH FUN! Especially the White Elephant gift exchange. People got things like remotes, boxes of cereal, socks, autographed pictures, baby food, and other random items! Tanner got the baby food and a diaper, and me and the red headed chick dared him to eat it, so he calmly opens it, takes some on his finger and eats it. Then, Tyla ate it! It was hilarious!
Tanner is so freaking skinny, and he refuses to eat junk food! xD he's so adorable! The red head was like, EAT THESE GREENS NOT THOSE!!! But she pointed to the cheetohs, so it was pretty fun!!

Overall, I'm really glad I went!






Now, onto some more personal stuff...

I REALLY want to get more piercings.
Not facial! I'm not allowed to.

EAR piercings! I want a third one in my lobe, orbital going through the second and third hole (still lobe). Then, I want a cuff just about that on my cartilage on one of my ears. I also want a regular cartilage piercing up top. AANNDD a little bit later on, a bar through the bottom of my lobe. Below my first lobe piercing. Kind of like the industrial, but through the skin.

And, when I'm out of high school, I'm getting a vertical industrial done on my belly button. And, I'm going to get more cartilage done as the years go on. But right now, I really want that cuff and lobe done ASAP. If not the cuff, then the regular cartilage. But the orbital lobe for sure.


Well, I'm going to go now!!

Feel free to comment.

<3 forever.

Christmas is Coming!!

It's only about 2 weeks now!! Finals next week, finals review all this week...ugh! Drama club POSSIBLY tomorrow...maybe someone can hang out on Friday?!?! Sleepover possibly?!?! Haha we'll see!!

The results of the auditions came back and I know I am in the dance line for Bushel and a Peck, and maybe in other TO BE DECIDED things.

Well, I'm exhausted, so I'm going to go to bed now...

GOODNIGHT!!!!

<3 Jaina

Essay.

Don't feel like doing it.
But I have to.
Been having a pretty good week, but I just wish that he would tell me if he likes me already!!! ugh!!